Keeping Up with Karla..

Heartbroken… not really.

Everything happens for a reason… 

If its meant to be then it will find its way. 

“You may not be the one, but you’re the one that I desire.”

Why is it that you want what you can’t have? I really hate that… 

If only I can tell him how I feel, well I can but I’m scared. I did mess up, I know I shouldn’t have ever done that. But what’s done is done. He’s been THAT guy for me. You know THAT guy your always going to have something for and you talk and you stop talking type of thing.. IT SUCKS. This has been going on since forever.. and this is my last chance. & if I don’t try then I will never know how it could/could’ve been. That’s why I’m waiting for school to start.. If I don’t see any interest from him, I will give up. I know I shouldn’t be waiting for guys and all, but there’s just something about him. Cause first, I don’t think he’s that attractive. Second, we always butt heads. & third, I never know if he wants something serious or not. But I always ignore that and just go with the way I feel about him. Well I think its worth a shot, right? I have nothing to lose. I’ve been single for the past 3 months. Im much happier now too, but that doesn’t mean I wouldn’t be happy if things went back to how they used to be with him. All I’m going to say is that I have to suck it up and try things out.. I guess. Oh and I think that quote is perfect for him. 

If you’re trying to guess who this might be.. trust me you don’t have a clue. Seriously.

I mean you can guess, but you’re wasting your time.